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Saturday, November 30, 2013 10:05 pm
Birthdayyyyys listen, ♥
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY! :)
4th November.
15th November
Friday, November 29, 2013 6:57 pm
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And so, Suaynions went on a short getaway to Port Dickson. :)
It was so much fun and I have so much to be thankful for. :)
Despite all the ups and downs that we went through,
I'm so glad we got to spend 3 whole days together. :)
Yes, I know there are times when we don't agree with each other,
there are times when things don't go our way,
there are times when we feel like kicking each other around,
annoying the living daylights out of each other,
and the list goes on.
But nonetheless, I'm ever so grateful for having these people around.
School would have sucked without them, especially the Partner-In-Crime.
Thank you for taking us and sponsoring half the trip for us,
Partner-In-Crime! :)
We might not have done much within the short time,
but I'm glad that we always had each other. :)
I had so much fun although there wasn't much to do.
After all, it's the company that matters.
Waiting for the pictures to be uploaded,
am pretty excited to see them. :)
Thank you for a great time, Suaynions. :)
Thank you for doing so much, Partner! :)
Favourite picture till date! :D
Saturday, November 23, 2013 12:00 am
Partner listen, ♥ 
Hello there Partner! :)
We may not have known each other for a very long time,
but I'm very thankful to always have you around.
Despite being friends for a little more than a year,
it feels as though I've known you for the longest time.
Maybe, we were sisters by birth because we're so similar.
Maybe, just maybe.
You're one in a million
and I'm glad I found you!
It's unbelievable how we have so much in common
and how we can decode what each other are thinking of by a mere glance.
Your endless weird noises, loud burps, clumsiness, and the list goes on,
just adds up to the beauty that you possess.
Thank you for being such a great friend that I can count on,
no matter the distance and time.
Thank you for always being the listening ear,
and my pillar of strength, especially in school.
Thank you for brightening my oh-so-gloomy days by being chirpy.
Thank you for being so much like me!
You're finally 21, legal and loaded with responsibilities to shoulder
but don't be afraid because you've got my back!
I'm always there when you need someone,
like we've always been there for each other.
On this day, I wish you nothing but the absolute best and happiness.
May your days be filled with merry and much joy.
I love you Partner!
For a life time, I promise!
x,
Thursday, November 14, 2013 11:04 pm
Tired listen, ♥Being tired has become a daily affair. There's never a day that I awake telling myself that I'm not tired, there's never I day I don't slap myself awake, there's never a day that there's nothing to do. I'm just so tired and overwhelmed by everything. I'm beginning to lose hope, little by little. I'm staring to feel insecure and paranoid by everything all over again. I'm just so afraid of losing all that I have and I don't know why. I'm so reluctant to give my all because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I would tread down the same road many others end up embarking on, without knowing. I don't want that to happen, I need assurance, I need someone that I can truly relate to and that can understand me. But time and again, it seems like all those things that we have in common, are just memories that we have held onto dearly from the past. Our lives are not going to be the same. That's a fact that we have to live by. We all change, we all learn, we all suffer, we all feel disappointed, dismayed, disheartened, and the list goes on. There's no point in living in the shadows of the past, there's no value in doing so. Memories are meant to be kept within, not blurted out from time to time because, honestly, it gets annoying, increasingly annoying with every word you say. Thank you for making me feel like shit after a crappy day, I've finally come to realise how I cannot really rely on you to be there for me in all sorts of situations. And I'm sorry that I cannot break that barrier that is still very existent yet.
Thursday, November 07, 2013 9:29 pm
Jeremy listen, ♥ 
Yet another year has passed.
From the 8, 12, 17 and 20 year old that we were,
we've all grown up, all 4 of us,
and are absolutely legal adults with much to be thankful for.
There's never a day that I'm not thankful for what I have,
awesome, amazing brothers that I can always count on to be there,
especially when I'm faced with a crisis.
Time after time, it's as if I have so many guardian angels there for me,
to lead and guide be back on track when I happen to lose myself.
On this beautiful day,
I wish you nothing but the absolute best things in life
and I hope that we'll always be able to have each other no matter the distance and time.
I love you Bro,
with every heart beat.
Have a blessed 26th. :)
x,
Sunday, November 03, 2013 11:36 pm
Afraid listen, ♥I'm afraid, really am. What if I end up treading on the same path? What if I fail? What if this is not what I should be doing in life? I don't know, I'm scared, I feel like I'm walking on thin ice when I'm not supposed to feel this way. But I just can't help it. The philosophies that people try to instil in me, the number of times I fail others, the many things that is happening around me. I'm becoming so uncertain, very very unsure about what I'm doing. What if all these things that I thought was right, was all but a fantasy that I had from the very start? What if these wasn't reality but just plain fallacies that I have bought myself into? What am I to do to revert back to how things were? How am I supposed to feel? What am I supposed to do? I don't know and I'm so scared because I don't know the answer. How can things turn out so wrong? How can things just change this way? I think I should learn how to face the truth. I think I should learn how to live my life. I think, I think, I think, I don't know. I really don't. This sense of insecurity is killing me, really. I've never felt this helpless and pathetic before. And this, is killing me so badly. |
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